This isn't Mean Girls...

So college had been going great until last week. My roommate was acting very strange and the atmosphere in the dorm got awkward. I didn't know if I was annoying her with something or what but I asked her about it one day and she refused to talk, so I dropped it. Even so that week she was very snappy and rather mean to me. Yelling at me cause I can't open the door cause I'm at class when she forgot her keys twice that day, giving me a lay down of what to do cause she's sleeping and will NOT be disturbed, explaining how my opening the blinds every morning wakes her up, and God knows what else.
Anyways, so this past weekend I went to stay with Ben cause I needed time to get away and just relax. When I got back things were fine here, erin moved a few things cause she didn't wanna share anymore but it was just water and soda. I'm not much of a soda drinker and i have a brita filter so waters good for me. Yesterday was hell though.
I was talking to a mutual friend about how I was worried i did something to upset erin last week that had her all snappy and she wouldn't say anything. I mentioned she moved the waters and separated our food and was getting more 'territorial' of her things but I wasn't mad about it.
Later that day I find a letter on my bed from her about how she's hearing for 4 different people that I am talking shit about her and how i'm accusing her of erasing my name on the whiteboard and that i am angry that i can't write on it (when i don't give a shit about the whiteboard), i'm not giving her enough surface space and she is mad that I left my cups on the dresser i'm using so they could dry after I washed them, all this shit that I don't even remember ever saying. I was so confused and hurt.
So I write her a letter back explaining how that what she's hearing isn't true and that i'm not mad at her or complaining about her at all. I don't know what happened to this letter but I never saw it again, she comes to the dorm and is there for like two minutes then leaves. I was hoping to talk to her. So throughout the day I am texting her asking what's up and asking to talk, she doesn't answer at all. Eventually I ask if she's gonna ignore me the whole day cause I wanna talk she says "Haven't you done enough talking?" Well no, I haven't talked to you!
So we are texting and it's getting mean, like she's saying she doesn't care what I say cause she doesn't believe me. I was never negative about her, I liked her as a roommate! I had nothing mean to say about her ever. She was a nice girl.
So here I am being beaten repeatedly with the same shit about how she's accusing me of doing all this shit, my mom convinced me to go to the RA. I give her the note she wrote me and all the text messages. The RA was even confused! Now the RD and another RA are involved and she is NOT happy about it cause the RA wants us to sit down and talk with her tonight. I want to to get this resolved and done, my roommate does not cause she thinks she can just accuse my of something and have it be done at that.
I just want this to stop. I do not want to not wanna go to my dorm, she can just go home or to the boyfriends if she wants, I live 8 hours away I just can't leave. I'm stuck here.

This is college... not high school... if you hear something tell me and ask me first before making accusations.

Getting used to college life

Well here I sit in my new dorm room with my snuggie over my body doing homework! I was so worried about starting college but I seem to have adapted into college life very well. I keep up with my homework the best I can, I'm making new friends, and getting used to all the walking around campus. It's a gorgeous campus and I am sorry I don't have any pictures, I keep forgetting to take my camera with me when I am walking around, maybe I will do that today actually.
Anyways, I am starting to realize how the money I got for graduation is not going to last me this whole year and I am hunting for a job like crazy, but unfortunately all of the campus jobs were taken so I might start looking outside campus.

Pic is not that great because I was in the car when it was taken

My sleeping quarters, it's a bit of a mess right now but I am trying to clean it

My side of the closet :)

TV and microwave :)

Fridge and fruit stash!

My roommate and I's very cluttered vanity

Most recent addition to my desk, bamboo! 

First day of classes

So today is my first day of class!! It was so much fun. I had my communications class first and that went really well, i am sure i am going to LOVE that class. With this class I have to have a blog and it cannot be this one sadly. I made a new one on wordpress.com and so I will be using that one a lot for class. I will still use this one for personal reasons though. :)

If you wanna read what i have to do for class here is the blog.
http://lifeinthisworldoftechnology.wordpress.com

I am sitting in the lounge of the auditorium waiting for my FYE class then I have a meeting for choirs in this school. So that's about it.

TTFN :P

I HAVE ARRIVED!!!!

I am here! I am now a college student!! I am all moved into my dorm here at LR and my roommate is amazing! We are so alike it's insane. I have been doing orientation for the past 2 days and today is the last day of it. Tomorrow I need to do some running around in Hickory and get a new bank account set up, look for a work study, and prepare for classes this tuesday.

SO much has happened and it is so surreal that I am here. I still don't think it's true.

The day has arrived!!!

So this is it, my last day here in PA has come and almost gone. The car is all packed up and I am finishing up last minute packing. It's really happening, I am going to leave for college tomorrow!!! I am so excited! One problem has come up though, my dad has suddenly gotten sick today and feels terrible. He was going to come and help me move into my room and say goodbye to me, now it is looking like he won't come with. I don't want that, I wanted my dad to come along so I can say goodbye to him as well as my mom. My siblings aren't coming with so I need my parents to at least say bye there. I'm just praying that he gets well enough to come with. I want my daddy with me.

Anyways I am cleaning my room a bit so it doesn't look like a wreck. Moving things around, putting stuff away, that sort of thing. This room looks so empty now with all my stuff gone. It's really insane.

Gonna finish my skin routine and then head to bed. Got a long day of driving ahead of me tomorrow. Goodnight world!! xoxo

Last day of really working

So today is my last day of actually working at hershey for this summer!! I got a job through the Giant Center and i work concerts and tonight is my last concert working for this summer. It's the Big Time Rush concert, the last 2 concerts i was pouring beer for people (Dave Matthews and Nickleback) so I don't think I will be doing that tonight. I am in foods so i will either be sloshing fried foods or working cash register. Honestly i hope i do cash register, I don't like being around the hot foods. My last last day of work is this tuesday which is a tips class for serving alcohol. I already know all this but i won't mind sitting in a class for 3 hours being paid to be told what i already know. :)

So to pass time I am watching Most Daring which is a tv show about police videos that are the craziest that were caught on tape. I like watching cop shows, they really interest me. i could never do anything like what these people do, it's mad intense!

Well, that's about it now. Don't have much to say. 5 more days till i move to college. Packing more of my warm weather clothes and beginning to prepare my room for my leaving which consists of cleaning it and moving stuff around the room. It's really starting to hit me that I will be in NC this time next week at orientation.

Have a wonderful day everyone!
hugs and kisses xoxo

Packing!!!!

So the time has come! It is less than a week before I move to Lenoir-Rhyne for the start of my college life and a new chapter of living on my own. I am equally excited as I am nervous. I understand why I am moving 9 hours away. That's a long haul to go being on your own for the first time. I know I will be fine because I have people in Hickory that are there for me and that I have the safety net of my parents. I know I'm gonna cry when they leave, I know I will.

Well this is my college corner! Everything that I packed already. I have to pack two seasons of clothes because I cannot come home for breaks except christmas. So I have to pack warm and cooler weather clothes. I'm not taking any really heavy coats or overly warm things because I don't expect it to get very cold in NC.

The corner!

I still have all this warm weather stuff to pack. The left shoe rack, and a few things on the left side of my closet.

Better look at the corner

Here is my clothing packing area. The black suitcase has all my pants and cooler clothes in it. The printed duffel bags are for last minute clothing packing.

My scarf hanger!! I looooooove my scarfs! Taking them all :)

Inside of black suitcase

So that's it! Need to finish cleaning my room and last minute packing but I am ready! :D