College packing

So I leave in less than 2 weeks! I'm very excited, but I'm also nervous. I'm moving so far away and it's gonna be such a change. I know I will be fine but i am still worried. I'm doing some packing, book buying, all that fun stuff. :)

Realization

The realization of graduation is here now, we moved my room downstairs since I will be leaving in a few weeks for school. I put up all of my graduation stuff on my bookshelf to look at and seeing it all there i now know that I am a graduate and now a freshman in college. Oh boy...

Re revised schedule

Monday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals
11:00-12:40 Critical Thinking/Writing
3:00-4:15 Media Writing 1 (COM 209)
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Tuesday
1:40-2:55 First Year Experience
12:00 Fundamental Computing Comp
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Wednesday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals
11:00-12:40 Critical Thinking/Writing
3:00-4:15 Media Writing 1 (COM 209)

Thursday
12:00 Fundamental Computing Comp
1:40-2:55 First Year Experience
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Friday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals


organ and voice lessons TBD

Revised schedule

So today I got an email about how they revised my schedule and changed a couple things. Here's my new one.

Monday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals
11:00-12:40 Critical Thinking/Writing
3:00-4:15 Media Writing 1 (COM 209)
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Tuesday
9:25-10:40 Intro Music Literature
1:40-2:55 First Year Experience
12:00 Fundamental Computing Comp
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Wednesday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals
11:00-12:40 Critical Thinking/Writing
3:00-4:15 Media Writing 1 (COM 209)

Thursday
9:25-10:40 Intro Music Literature
12:00 Fundamental Computing Comp
1:40-2:55 First Year Experience
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Friday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals

I don't know if this will be too much for me or not now. I'm emailing people to see why I was given so much nows. But yeah, still have my lessons in there as well.

LR fall class schedule

OMG I GOT IT!!!! I got my fall schedule for my first semester at COLLEGE!!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!! It's 15 credits which I hear is perfect to start with as a freshmen, so I don't over stress myself.

Monday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals
11:00-12:40 Critical Thinking/Writing (English)
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Tuesday
9:25-10:40 Communication App (COM 120)
12:00 Fundamental Computer Communications
1:40-2:55 FYE
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Wednesday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals
11:00-12:40 Critical Thinking/Writing (English)

Thursday
9:25-10:40 Communication App (COM 120)
12:00 Fundamental Computer Communications
1:40-2:55 FYE
4:30-6:00 A cappella choir

Friday
9:00-9:50 Music Fundamentals

Then I also have my voice and organ lessons which are TBD (To Be Decided) days since the professors have to work around mine and their schedules. I CANNOT WAIT FOR AUGUST!!!!!!

GRADUATED!!!

Omg, I have graduated!!! I AM NOW AN ALUMNI OF NORTHERN LEBANON!!!! The reality STILL hasn't kicked in. It will though when I am packing up for college and not going back to high school in the fall. XD

Getting my diploma!!

The proud parents :)

Giving my brother a hug

All of my grandparents came to see me graduate. My Nana and Grandpa, also Papa who drove from NC to see me. <3

BESTFRIEND <3<3<3

Ben even got to get off work to see me. 

I need to listen to my heart...

Yeahhhhh... this song has quite the impact on me, almost daily. I really gotta listen to the words in this song.

"You've built a love, but that love falls apart. Your little piece of heaven turns to dark." - I don't like thinking about it...
"Listen to your heart when he's calling for you," - Depends on how he's calling me
"Listen to your heart, there's nothing else you can do." - Thanks for the reality check...
"I don't now where you're going and I don't know why but listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye." - I'm trying... I really am
"Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile," - Think that every damn time...
"The precious moments are all lost in the tide, they're swept away but nothing is what it seems the feeling of belonging turns to your dreams." - I know that feeling all too well...
"And there are voices that want to be heard" - Yeah, mine.
"So much to mention but you can't find the words" - Never can...
"The scent of magic, the beauty that's been when love was wilder than the wind." - I miss it...

"But listen to your heart when he's calling for you. Listen to your heart, there's nothing else you can do. I don't know where you're going and I don't know why but listen to your heart before... you tell him goodbye." - I have been trying and I will keep on trying to listen to it, but right now it's too hurt to think anything... Ugghhhhh